Saturday, September 18, 2010

矛盾

有头脑的人羡幕有身手的人, 有身手的人妒忌有头脑的人; 单身的人期盼恋爱的甜蜜, 双身人怀念单身的自由。~人之本性

人的本性就是这样,矛盾,不知足,往往不对自己拥有的一切感到满足。其实,刀无两面利,事无双面全,一件事情的丑恶只在乎于一个人的看法. 一个凡事顺顺利利的人经不起考验;一个能从挫折中站起来的人才是最终的胜利者, 不曾失去过的东西,我们不懂得珍惜;错过了的机缘,我们才懂得惋惜,一对感情不曾出现状况的情人只能舔到恋爱表层的甜点,却永远都体会不到安抚以后两人重圆的甜蜜~

人,总是那么的可爱,明白这些道理的人,却不懂得实践,往往为无畏的事情而烦脑。曾几何时,拥有无限动力的我,在人生的起跑点奠下了先机;如今的我,失去了动力,过着这没有压力的漫长假期,开始感到厌倦,无奈~

失去了动力,意味这更好的动力在等待着我。在哪里?
我不知道~





*顺道向于今天生日的陈小姐祝贺:生日快日~ ^.^

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Reborn

Today, the troublesome final examination has finally ended. On the way back to Kuantan, i recalled a lot of things. Recently, my mood is not really stable, just like a pendulum swinging between the 2 maximum amplitude, happy and sad~ I am sad because i lost something very precious, however, in certain perspectives, i should be happy for i am already more lucky than other people~ Losing my motivation, i lose all my concentration in my study. In fact, i am not really did well in my examination~

Love is complicated~ A love without unexpected event is just like strolling on beach with no sea breeze, flying kite with no wind~ however, at the same time love bring happiness, the corresponding sadness is of equal magnitude~ perhaps, for now, it's is still better for me to stay single, for i am not yet ready for that, far not ready.. without love, i still can live on happily with my friends who love me so much.. So why i want to find trouble for myself??

30 june 2009, the biggest tragedy happen in my life, the event that totally screw up my life for nearly one month. however, the event made me tougher, that the time i begin to think of my future. When i recall back, the past event seems much easier compared to that, for which i will simply succumbed to and complaining to other. What i want to say here is i always be grateful to have friends like u all, keep supporting me by my side, though u din really know wad is happening.

Every person, every event appears in my life impose effect on me. The fact is, i have moulded into the person like u all are. I cant be myself, for I am belonged to you all. Without you, i am just nothing, nothing more than a shell without soul. Thats why i very grateful to have recognize everyone of you.

Bro, the strong bond formed between us is not based on the time, but is based on how v treat each other. Since v become the best pals from year 5, u always treat me with true heart. That what i really appreciate. Though i lost grasp of what happening to you recently, i still will be there to support you, and whenever u are willing to talk , i will be there for you.

Pals, no need to stubborn with the things that have past. There is no necessary to torture yourself with the things that have past, the love that has faded. Stay happy like always, for i always miss your noob smiling face.

Mum, here is my answer for ur question. Pure friendship between boys and girls do exist, but with condition that there is no "extra" feeling between them. When one of them fall in love with another, and is known by another, the friendship between them will never be pure anymore. And if such relationship is not handled well, it will only cause pain to the other. So, there will always 2 results come from such problems. however, no matter which pathway u will lead to, i will always there to support u~

Sorry for keep u waiting, i know u will surely feel weird why i will leave some words for you. In fact, this things i should have told u by myself 6 years ago. Forgive me for being so timid. I am here to admit that i did fall in love with you when i was in standard 6~ and such feeling is keep until form 5~ Dun worry, i am not asking you what or intending to give u a chase. but i just feel like telling u my feeling b4 i conclude my childhood memory and move on to the next stage. I want to thank you since u have motivated me so much, inspiring me to change myself to be a better man , n u should be proud of that~~ hahax.

Last and for all, i want to thank for everyone of u, for being part of my memory, part of myself. I love u all , pls stay happy and smile always~

(sorry for the poor language for i have been a long time not writing essay) ^.^